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Friday, July 18, 2008

Currently Listening
Minutes to Midnight
By Linkin Park
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:) I'm Back!

hello again everyone!!

:) its been awhile since I've used xanga. haha,  now I have a new layout.

hope to talk to all my friends!!!!!!


Monday, March 05, 2007

Currently Listening
The Same Old Blood Rush with a New Touch
By Cute Is What We Aim For
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Cheer Up Emo Kid

Cheer Up Emo Kid

 

Life isn’t that awful song in your mind

You’re broken inside (you’re broken inside)

So you hide in your pain, in this pain

Tell me, why do you hate yourself?

 

Cheer up Emo Kid, cheer up Emo Kid

There’s more to life than you think

I’ll give you a hug, give you a kiss

You aren’t alone in this world

Smile I’m your friend till the very end

 

Is music what keeps you alive?

‘Cause it’s the only thing touching your heart

You cry yourself into a deep sleep

Why do you continue to tear yourself apart?

 

Cheer up Emo Kid, cheer up Emo Kid

There’s more to life than you think

I’ll give you a hug, give you a kiss

You aren’t alone in this world

Smile I’m your friend till the end

 

I love you for who you are

I love you for who you are

I love you for who you are

 

Cheer up Emo Kid, cheer up Emo Kid

There’s more to life than you think

I’ll give you a hug, give you a kiss

You aren’t alone in this world

Smile I’m your friend till the end

 

So please don’t cry


Thursday, February 01, 2007

Diary of Emo Girl

Diary of Emo Girl (or the lyrics of the Tolken Emo Song )

 

My dear diary,

I am so sick of you

‘Cause I’m emo

I hate my life

My dark calluses are getting darker

By the second

Your blood fills the heart of my sadness

I wish you could see all these cuts of me

I hate you

I hate me

‘Cause I’m emo

Just like Mariel

You, you wanna feel what I feel?

I don’t think so

Emo, emo, A-ha-ha-ha-ha emo

I can’t live like this

This place has people

All I see are empty hallways

Creepin’ up to you

All I’ll see you when you die, when I die, when you die, when we die

My blood stained shirt will haunt you

Emo, emo, A-ha-ha-ha-ha emo

I’m emo, you’re emo, Mariel’s emo

You, you want to see what I see?

I don’t think so

This musicis it too loud for you?

Probably

‘Cause your emo, emo, emo, emo

Let’s go emo, let’s go emo

E-M-O EMO

E-M-O EMO

 

 

-Emo Girl

 

 

I won't be posting much cuz i'm busy...sorry, guys. LUV u all!! I have to practice guitar for this band thing!


Thursday, January 25, 2007

Currently Listening
Dear Diary, My Teen Angst Has a Bodycount
By From First to Last
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Child’s Cry

Child’s Cry

 

 

You can hear a piercing cry fill the depths of night

Echoing to the whole world

Making your heart turn solid as ice

So cold, it makes you numb

All emotions totally forgotten all except hatred

A young girl in her dark desolate room

Eyes so red they burn the darkness

Tears roll down her cheek

A sorrowful face

Covered by her black hair

Like a wall that kept her from reality

How could one so young strike such terror in your heart?

Her cries unlock the gates of forbidden lands

Where your mind never dares to ever wander

For fear of letting the ones you love see the gloom

The grief inside you starts to cry back

Why so much sorrow…daughter of earth?

She clutches her bedspreads with formidable force

The blanket of protection, the firewall is gone

The side of brokenness is open for the world to see

A personality that no one has discovered

Perfection…left her usual calm complexity

An emo girl

He heart torn by the ones she loves

Cruelty

Malice

Ignorance

Ridicule

Mockery

Deception

Haunting the thoughts of her fictitious reality

Living a world where happiness is a total lie

Her poems filled with sweetness, covered with sugar

Music that inspired the human soul

Everyone thought that she was in total control

Caring and kind…she smiled and comforted

Unconditional love

Laughter erupted from her angel-like body

Perfect…the word people said to her

Modesty…is her response

No one in this world is perfection

Ugh, those words would sicken her

A disease that coursed through her veins

‘Causing her to despise herself more and more

No one could see her crying out for help

Inside a cry of a child that was only five

A thirteen year old oh, so desperate

Helping everyone…but not even time for herself

This life of illusion she truly wanted to wish away

Gazing into her eyes…into her thoughts

A happiness so untrue it was stained by her lies

She led a double life

But she changed herself to the ground

No wind blew to let her fly free

She was a bird with broken wings

Caused by her own recklessness and stupidity

Tonight her bottle of sadness was poured out

There for no one to see but the ghost of her

Past

Present

Future

The tears that have been stored within her tainted soul

Until it is close to overflowing

Is this all worth living for…to keep on going?

Too many regrets filled her chaotic mind

Regrets that shattered her heart to tiny pieces

She wished that her wrist were bleeding

Just to stop this pain from beating

Something shiny glimmered in the solitude of her room

One last breathe until she says goodnight

Falling limp upon her bed…eyes close forever more

You will never hear a child’s cry ever


Tuesday, January 23, 2007

Currently Listening
Black Holes and Revelations
By Muse
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PErFecT LoVE sONg

PErFecT LoVE sONg

 

        This poem (song) is dedicated to the person who I loved but broke my heart and couldnt get over and wrote millions of poems about but then got over after realizing they were a fake and I never want to speak to them again because they arent nice. *smile*

 

When I began writing this song

I thought itd be a memory or two

But my fate, I saw you after awhile

Awkward thoughts brought awkward smiles

 

I cant sleep with you running through my head

So I stayed up all night to write this song about you

Isnt that cliché of me?

Thinking that Id ever give you fame

I just needed a poem to sing

But dont think Id mention your name

I wouldnt go that far (no, not that far)

 

The verses swirl around my life

I thought this song was a waste of time

But by fate, I saw you again and it made me smile

Now I know why I dont like you

(Youre way out of style)

 

I cant sleep with you running through my head

So I stayed up all night to write this song about you

Isnt that cliché of me?

Thinking that Id ever give you fame

I just needed a poem to sing

But dont think Id mention your name

I wouldnt go that far (no, not that far)

 

You must be dying to know

If youre going to be on my next album

So you can tell your friends about us

No ones going to believe you, yes, believe you

Cause youre not going to hear your name

 

Youre not the same guy from before

But id doesnt matter to me

I wrote this song for you

Isnt it the perfect love song

Cause the band just needed one more song to play

 

This was written on Jan.22, 2007.



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